1st.

Woke up, with some things on my mind, another bad dream last night.  Strapped on (literally) my new shoes, running.. watch too, but went for it, out of my house; 0415 hours or some shit, 0415 out in front, fog hanging over, and a gray sedan passing (headlights on), and up the first hill, thinking to myself:

• hotcakes (3) 
• bacon
• sausage 
• eggs
• extra syrup
• hash browns 
• and a muffin. 

   Anyway, no really (that was serious) but anyway, fucken...sometimes we get an apple, and on the outside there's a spot, a big black one, discoloration on the red, and the spot of brownish apple we see inside this hole makes us wonder, makes us question if the rest of the thing is just the same.  If the rest of the thing is just as rotten?  If it's even worse... and after a few bites -walking into the store, you have the confidence, (because you know what's in the bank account), what you want is here, and what you saw on the outside, wasn't the entirety at all, and instead of being hungry you are set... the third time will be easier than the first -if you can hang...